9.30.2011

Day 30: I am a rambling mess

I am not sure what I want to put for this last memory. I know I had a list somewhere, or more than one but i honestly haven't really followed much of the list.
I have always been a little on my own. The last ten or so years I have been following my own path a little. I didn't go straight into college, where I did parttime the first semester, but even then when I got to college I did summer classes, so finished in about three years instead of the normal four. (Actually now I think it is close to five for a normal bachelor, if you don't take summer classes)
Instead going straight into grad school, I moved back home for a bit, for what I thought was going to be a semester or two, but it has turned into almost six years.
I don't work a normal job, but I guess there are a lot more people with customer service job than need be.
I remember two years ago dreaming for a cubicle job. I honestly was thinking more like office space, and less where I would actually have to deal with people. i would still kill for a cubicle job where I can stay in my cubicle all day and not deal with other people.
I am both a people's person and a loner. I think I am sort of schizo. Random is my favorite thing.
Speaking of, I did have a point here... I am not sure what it was going to be. I wanted to have a very meaningful post for the last day. My brain isn't working in meaningful ways.
So, I guess I will end the month by saying, I remember always wanting to be somewhere else. I remember a whole list of jobs I wish I had. Right now, I dream of building ray guns and opening a book/music/ray gun shop. I am not sure if I will or not.
I need to remember once I start something to actually finish it. Maybe I will start something and finish it like planned and not get sidetracked...even during this month when I was remembering various things, I didn't finish all the memories I intended to write out. Maybe I will at some other time. I am just not going to worry about every day writing a memory, but maybe I should try to write something every day.
Anyway, thanks for reading my rambles this month.

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